Government Shutdown

This government shutdown has stirred up a lot of disappoint in me.

• I am disappointed that elected officials (Democrats, Republicans, etc.) have forgotten that they work for U.S. citizens They no longer have our best interest at heart.
• I am disappointed that we the people, myself included, do nothing but sit back and let them run the show. Sure, we rant and complain on Facebook, but what good does that do? Whatever happened to people like those who were involved in the march on Washington? Whatever happened to people like Dr. King--people who were not afraid to die in order to make the world a better place? I am blaming myself, too. Why are we not proactive and brave?
• I am disappointed in people who spout inaccurate information without doing the first bit of research. We are lucky to have the Internet with its unlimited information at our fingertips. Use it!
• I am disappointed in people who abuse government assistance. While some will be angry if their government aid is delayed, it should be a lesson learned that these resources may not always be available and people should take care of themselves.

Speaking of government assistance, I realize that some people need and deserve it, and I do not begrudge them the opportunity, but that does not apply to so many others.

• When did it not become an embarrassment? People used to be ashamed to need a handout from the government, when did that change?
• Why should my tax dollars assist those who are fully capable of working? I know many people who receive assistance, and are capable of working, but they don't. Our assistance programs need to be reformed. Everyone needs help getting on their feet sometime, but people should not use the government permanently in order to supplement their income.
• I think people have forgotten how to prioritize. We view comforts as necessity. We have to have television, computers, Internet, cell phones, IPods, etc., and we can pay for that, but we need the government to pay for our food because we have no money.
• Do I think it will be easy to REFORM government assistance? No! Is there truly a right answer? Probably not. Does that mean we should not try? Definitely not. I simply think that there has to be a better way.

So it seems that the shutdown has not only stirred up a lot of disappointment in me, but a lot of questions, as well. Besides praying to the Lord above, what can we do as citizens to better our country?

My parents deserve a lot of thanks!

The first sentence of this blog was going to be, "Parents are one of the most wonderful blessings of all," however, I can only say that for me. Being a teacher, I've seen countless kids who are simply thrown away or ignored by their parents. They are not cherished.

My parents have always cherished me; I wish I could say the same. There were times when I did not understand nor comprehend their worth. I don't think I truly got a grasp of it until I became an educator and then a mother.

I don't think I give my parents enough credit. From the age of 4, they basically had to put aside me whatever they wanted to do to run  me around. Dance, gymnastics, AWANA, church, softball, basketball, cheerleading, volleyball, etc. not only took up all of my time, but their time as well.

I would hate to see the amount of money they spent. They provided me with all the necessities and more: toys, tuitions, uniforms, costumes, equipment, etc. They purchased my first car and paid it off. They paid my car insurance through college. What money I still owed to the college after financial aid and scholarships, they paid.

When I first started having panic attacks, when Jeremy couldn't be there, they were.

When we moved back from Church Hill, they pretty much gave us a double-wide.

When I had Chloe, they were there everyday. They still are. Basically every day, they watch her. No matter when I call for them to watch her, they accept the offer. They have bought her diapers, clothes, toys, a Nook, etc. When Jeremy can't make it to Pound to get her to gymnastics, they make sure they get her to me in Wise.

When I was laid off and was sad about not being able to get her a swing set, they bought her the one I picked out.

And just the other day, Mom was perusing online and noticed GAP (my favorite clothing store) was having a sale, and she told me to pick out some clothes to order.

Another thing worth mentioning, pertaining more to Mom than Dad, is my that my mother knows that I am not a smoker. Since Chloe has been born, I have not seen my mother smoke inside her own house. I don't care if it is 20 degrees below zero outside. She also does not smoke in the car when Chloe is in there!

SELFLESS.

I hope that is the type of parent I am. I wish more kids could be as lucky as me.

I remember...

I remember I was excited to miss first block because I had an orthodontist appointment.
I remember that no radio station seemed to be playing music.
I remember arguing with Mom because I wanted to listen to music and she wanted to hear the news. I didn't understand what was going on.
I remember finding out once I got to school.

I remember the patriotism that emerged.
I remember that party lines vanished and America was united once again.
I remember the feeling of pride in my country.

I remember what life was like before 9/11.
There was no worry.
There was no terror.
America was safe.

My thoughts and prayers go out to Americans as we were all affected by this tragedy, but they go especially to those who were there, who helped, who witnessed the devastation.

I remember.

We remember.

Two Years

I remember when time went by slowly. How long it seemed for Christmas or Summer to come each year when I was a child. I remember when I couldn't wait to be 13, 15, 18, and, finally, 21.

Now my daughter is going to be TWO years old in a week. It seems like just yesterday that Jeremy and I were lying on the couch watching a fight when I tried to doze off because my stomach was hurting. I eventually realized I was waking up at intervals that seemed very similar. Then, it hit me, I was probably having contractions. So we were off to the hospital and, sure enough, I was in labor.

At some point in the night my labor stopped and just as they were about to send me home, they checked me one last time and I was dilated to 4! I don't have one of those awful labor stories. I was in labor for 20 hours, hard, painful labor for an hour or so before they attempted a second epidural that actually worked, and then I giggled as I pushed for 10 minutes to help my baby girl into this world.

The only time since then that has seemed to go slow was my 6 weeks of recovery since my recovery was very rough, but now 6 weeks seems like such a short time.

Now, here I am watching my Chloe sing, dance, and play as she takes a bath. She is so awesome.

-She can say and sing her alphabet.
-She recognizes letters.
-She can count to 14.
-She can sing several songs such as Twinkle Twinkle, Old MacDonald, and several intros to cartoons.
-She can sing and dance to most Wiggle songs.
-She knows all the places to laugh when watching Sesame Street.
-She can walk, run, and jump with both feet off the ground.
-She can operate my Nook Color and my Samsung Infuse and her Innotab 2s
-She brushes her own teeth.
-She has numerous words in her vocabulary now although she still likes to jabber.


Oh my goodness, the list is endless. She has grown up so much in TWO short years. I don't know what to do with myself sometimes because she is such an amazing kid!

SO here is to you Chloe. Happy Almost 2nd Birthday! You have filled my life with such an unbelievable amount of happiness :)